I haven´t
picked up
Dear Fran, I haven´t picked up the
brushes for a month or more, but I haven´t stopped painting.
Y. a.
Mary
Maybe these pages should be read by people with high English level and I won´t say why
The song
thrush
Dear Fran,
yesterday I had a thrush in my hand. Well,
it was actually about five feet from my hand.
I was pleasantly surprised when, walking
through a small square, I came across this vivacious bird selecting and
swallowing some hackberries, those small sugary fruits with a certain
aftertaste of dates. He fluttered through the lowest branches and that is why I
was able to enjoy for a few seconds — I do not know if it would last a minute —
of that winged marvel.
Fran, it is been a long time since I went
out to the field and with this small dose that this overwintering has given me,
I will spend a few days remembering the frozen forests of my land.
Y. a.
Mary
Social
Outcasts
Page 136 'The Road to Wigan Pier'
«It
was in this way that my thoughts turned towards the English working class. It
was the first time that I had ever been really aware of the working class, and
to begin with it was only because they supplied an analogy. They were the
simbolic victims of injustice, playing the same part in England as the Burmese
played in Burma. In Burma the issue had been quite simple. The whites were up
and the blacks were down, and therefore as a matter of course one´s sympathy
was with the blacks. I know realized that there was no need to go as far as
Burma to find tyranny and exploitation.»
Sorry for not giving you a
background, my dear chum, but without realizing it I´ve reached chapter IX of
'The Road to Wigan Pier' and I think I´ve discovered the pearl of this book, at least until what I´ve read.
(This, while apparently there´re
already more than 90,000 deaths on each side of the war in Ukraine, and the
joys and sorrows only come from the footballers of Qatar, that country that
trades with the rights of people based on money. It´s clear that morality is
like a seasonal garment: when you´re interested, you wear it; if you´re not
interested, don´t use it)
Page 137
«Therefore
my mind turned immediately towards the extreme cases, the social outcasts:
tramps, beggars, criminals, prostitutes. These were ‘the lowest of the low’,
and these were the people with whom I wanted to get in contact.»
In these paragraphs of this chapter we find the germ of Orwell's best-known works: Animal Farm and Nineteen Eighty-Four.
From my Borstal.
LDR
Orwell, G.- The Road to Wigan Pier. Collins Classics. London, 2021
Door by
the River
Dear Fran,
I would
like you not to take what I am going to tell you as something pretentious —you
are aware that I hate vain people—, but yesterday, at the inauguration of the
La Rinconada painting prize, I had a feeling that I had not had in competitions
previous. It was the first time that when entering the exhibition hall I noticed
that my work (inspired by one of the American expressionist artist De Kooning)
did not clash among the other 13 finalist paintings.
In fact,
before proclaiming the two prizes of the night, I was hoping that one of them
(of course, the second) would go to me; and even when they announced the name
of the second prize, I thought that maybe I could be the first winner!
| Door by the River |
As far as
I know, about 70 works have been submitted to this contest and mine was hanging
in the magnificent Sala Maga.
The
exhibition will remain there until next November 13. Do you decide to visit it?
Y. a.
Mary
Seagulls
What I am going to tell you is possible that someone has already gone ahead of me and written it some time ago.
Do you know the Van Gogh painting titled Wheat field with crows? Surely you do. Apparently
it was, if not the last, one of the artist's last works and where I have always
seen a kind of premonition of the end of his life: on a beautiful wheat field
(symbol of plenitude and creation), the Dutchman painted a flock of crows
(symbol of bad omen) to balance life and death.
On the death of the author of Sunflowers there has been speculation
and will continue to be speculated with various theories. Was it suicide or
not? In my opinion I think so and I'm going to tell you why.
Dear friend, in 1955 Nicolas de Staël
died. The suicide put an end to his tormented life and left his work The Concert unfinished. Shortly before,
he had painted Seagulls, perhaps
following Vincent van Gogh's behavioural guidelines.
Y. a.
Mary
Nicolas de Staël
Dear Fran,
Do you know a painter named Nicolas de
Staël?
He was an artist who lived in the first
half of the last century and who during his short life was struggling to
reconcile classical and figurative painting and modern and abstract painting.
It turns out that his work has hypnotized
me; more than his work, his way of painting. And do you know why? Because I
identify with the way of constructing the painting.
He was a man who never stopped learning
from his colleagues, whether they were older or younger than him. He had an
insatiable curiosity to know the artistic currents that were in force in the
Paris of his time, as well as to scrutinize the canvases that museums hang on
their walls. I am about to think that he never managed to consolidate his own
style (or that his style was the one that appeared at all times when he stood
in front of the canvas), although we are capable of recognizing one of his
paintings because in addition to dying very young he got tired very soon of
what he was doing and then he changed and looked for another way of expressing
what he felt.
Fran, something like this is what is
happening to me right now. If he allowed himself to be influenced by others, I
am allowing myself to be influenced by him.
Y. a.
Mary